Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Superman Ego



AKu bukanlah superman

Aku juga bisa nangis

Jika kekasih hatiku pergi meninggalkan aku

By Lucky Laki- Superman

Try listen to this song by the sons of Ahmad Dhani (Dewa 19).What a nice song with a lot of value inside. And one thing for sure it’s about man egoistic. Some people said that no man is an island. Well, some might be true but most of the time many men cry and we all can’t live alone by ourselves. I’m not writing this to downgrading man. Hell no! I’m proud to be a man and God knows how much ego I had. But sometimes this ego needs to be bending for the greater good. We have to admit that it is hard to a man cry and it’s even harder to see a man put down his ego and follow the softness of his heart.

Sometimes man’s ego can be ridiculous. Some man will not ever wear a pink t-shirt. Some man will not bow upon a woman although he himself knows that woman is right all the way. Some man even too ego to say sorry to other person even though he started a quarrel.

I guest some of the lyrics from the song are true. We might hear from somewhere, a man cry over the shoulder because of a woman. Well, we are not superman in that sense right? And by god even Superman cry when he had to admit that Lana Lang was not meant for him. Superman supposed to be with Lois Lane and that is the fact.

Let’s continue with ego. From my view, a man holds highly 2 things, his ego and pride. Never ever challenge a man to scratch his ego and pride. We can see down the history that many war and battle are cause by pride and ego of one man. Hitler for example, his ego and pride of being a conqueror started the World War 2.Agammenon started the war against Troy because of his pride of conquering all Greece. Spartan war started because of Spartan people will not bow to the ruler of Persian. Achilles went to war with Troy because of his ego as he wants his name to be remembered forever in the history. So, I guess you all got what I meant to say here. We as men have our ego and pride that stop us crying especially in front of others. I admit there is no harm in crying in fact it’s relieving but if you are able to make a man cry, I have to salute you as you are truly powerful. Crying is relieving, no one can deny that. Ask woman everywhere. Even worse, woman use crying as their weapon to softened the ego and pride man they have. Just like people said, no woman no cry, (Bob Marley even make a song out of this).

As for me, well, I had cried over the years, my heart always cried, and only , I meant only and rarest people will lucky enough to see me crying. You got it, I’m egoistic and I’m highly held my pride.

So before I finish writing this entry this time, I let you all have the full lyrics of the above song and you can download this song here.

Aku bukanlah superman
Aku juga bisa nangis
Jika kekasih hatiku
Pergi meninggalkan aku

Ayahku selalu berkata padaku
Laki-laki tak boleh nangis
Harus slalu kuat
Harus slalu tangguh
Harus bisa jadi tahan banting

Tapi ternyata sakitnya cinta
Buat aku menangis


Ayahku selalu memarahi aku
Jika jatuh air mataku
Kata ayah slalu air mata itu
Adalah tanda kelemahan

Tapi ternyata air mataku
Ternyata jatuh juga

Ayahku tersayang maafkanlah aku
Jika aku masih menangis
Masih belum bisa menjadi seperti
Apa yang ayah selalu mau

Kita berjanji tuk tidak lagi
Menangis karena cinta

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Selamat Sampai

Alhamdulilah akhirnya selamat sampai juga di UPM semalam. Bertolak sebelum kala tengah malam dan syukur dapat menjejak kaki di bumi serdang selepas subuh. Tiada sebarang kecelakaan yang berlaku dan semua penumpang Berjaya mengagahkan mata untuk tidur walaupun ada sesetengah penumpang hanyut juga dibelai mimpi.

Dan sepanjang perjalanan pulang hari itu, kami sempat berbual mengenai filem Sifu dan Tongga. Siapa tidak pernah tengok filem ini?Pasti semua pernah melihatnya pada hari raya baru-baru ini.Kami bukanlah sesiapa jika ingin mengutuk dan mengkritik filem ini tapi kami sebagai penonton rasanya ada hak untuk menilai sejauh mana baik atau buruk filem tersebut.Memanglah filem tersebut dibintangi oleh Apek Namun filem itu dibuat semata-mata menumpang kepada populariti Nabil sebagai Raja Lawak. Filem ini bagi kami sekadar penuh dengan lawak jenaka kosong dan tidak bermotif langsung. Inikah yang dipanggil seni perfileman ? Jika ini dinamakan seni maka industri perfileman Malaysia pasti lambat untuk menandingi industri perfileman negara jiran seperti Thailand yang telah melangkah jauh. Sebuah filem Thailand yang terbaru aku pernah tonton adalah “Som tam”, filem yang padat dengan unsur tempatan dan seni “muay thai “ yang diolah dengan penuh kehalusan diadun dengan unsur komedi, keagamaan, kehidupan, aksi dan kekeluargaan.

Namun apa yang sebenarnya ingin ditonjolkan dalam filem Sifu dan Tongga?

Sekadar lawak jenaka yang sudah lapuk dan kadang-kadang menguris hati sesetengah pihak.Sepatutnya pembuat filem negara perlu berfikiran terbuka dan lebih kreatif dalam membuat sesuatu filem, kami sebagai penonton sudah bijak menilai filem mana yang baik dan buruk. Dan jika betul sesuatu filem itu dibuat dengan baik tidak mustahil kutipan tiket akan tinggi dan sudah semestinya sesebuah filem yang dibuat dengan pelaburan yang tinggi akan menghasilkan satu karya yang lebih baik. Jangan takut kepada kegagalan dan sekadar membuat filem untuk tujuan komersial semata-mata tanpa arah tuju yang kukuh.

Memang dan betul jika sesetengah orang menyatakan membuat sesuatu filem bukan benda yang mudah dan jika kita lihat scenario di Malaysia sekarang, pengarah dan penerbit filem dari golongan muda amat kurang. Kerajaan dan pihak swasta seperti grand Brilliance harus merangka satu program atau langkah dalam usaha menggalakkan pembabitan golongan muda yang mempunyai idea yang lain dan baru serta memberikan platform kepada mereka untuk berkarya serta menghasilkan filem untuk disumbangkan kepada industri perfileman negara.
Ini semua adalah buah fikiran kami semasa perjalanan pulang kelmarin dan jangan kata kami golongan muda tidak peka dan arif mengenai scenario semasa negara, kami peka dan sentiasa berusaha mencari jalan untuk membantu kerajaan menangani segala permasalahan negara.

p/s -Bulan oktober menjelang tiba dan bermulalah episode menelaah buku untuk menghadapi peperiksaan.Duit Ptptn sudah masuk namun aku sudah kehabisan duit merawat sang merah.

Kan ku benam dadaku
Kaki kananku ke barat
Kaki kiriku ke timur
Kan ku hanyutkan hatiku
Mencari sesuatu yang telah lama hilang
Mencari sesuatu yang telah lama pergi
Semoga dapat ditemui

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Di waktu petang

Panas terik

Jalan masih sesak

Mata macam nak lelap

Minum air banyak-banyak

petikan daripada filem Fight Club "The thing you own end up owing you"...Memang ada kebenaran disebalik kata-kata ini.Analisis.

Gembira, Inter Milan menang semalam.Mengekal rekod tanpa kalah.

Malam ini keluar dengan kawan-kawan

Malam esok dah berangkat masuk Lebuh Silikon

Sedang menunggu komik One Piece dan Bleach

Sedang mencari siri penguin of Madagascar

Sekian

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Musim Perayaan.


Hari ini masuk hari raya ketiga di Kota Bharu dan jalan-jalan utama sekitar kelantan mula mengalami kesesakan yang teruk setelah sanak saudara mula melakukan aktiviti ziarah dan aku juga turut serta dalam menjadi punca kesesakan itu.Aku sempat bertemu rakan persekolahan dulu dan cuba mengikuti perkembangan semasa mereka dan alhamdullilah kawan-kawan aku hampir semua sudah ada hala tuju dan yang lebih mengejutkan ada khabar ada kawan sekolah aku sudah mempunyai dua orang isteri!satu perkembangan yang teramat laju.Kawan aku yang lain pada hujung tahun ini akan mendirikan rumah tangga dan ada yang membesarkan keluarga dengan kehadiran cahaya mata.Syukur kepada mereka dan aku masih begini tapi aku sentiasa berharap aku akan menuju jalan yang sama juga satu masa nanti.Insyaallah..

baiklah aku rasakan sudah agak lama jugak aku tidak membuat senarai dalam blog ini.Dan disebabkan aku kekeringan idea dan agak kepenatan berborak,makan serta minum maka aku lampirkan sahaja senarai edisi raya ini.Tajuk nya tidak lain tidak bukan adalah berkenaan hari raya.

10 perkara yang wajib(dibuat oleh kebanyakan orang) buat pada 3,4 hari menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri

10 - Makan ketupat.Sudah pasti.pergilah rumah mana-mana pun pasti kita akan memamah makanan ini.Sebelah pantai timur lebih kepada ketupat pulut dan yang istimewa di Kelantan, ketupat pulut ini ada inti.Inti kacang, sambal daging dan macam-macam lagi.Tapi aku belum ketemui ketupat berinti kan coklat.Mungkin ada sesiapa mahu mencuba ketupat ini.(sapa nak ketupat sila order sebelum habis)

9 - menziarah rakan taulan - Bila lagi nak bertemu,bertanya khabar dengan rakan sekolah,rakan universiti.Selepas ini pasti banyak rumah terbuka dan dikesempatan inilah kita mengimbau kembali kenangan lama, mengikuti perkembangan semasa.(rakan-rakan yang berlainan negeri sila jangan kecewa, raya sebulan ada kesempatan aku akan pergi ziarah..yang teristimewa...akan sampai jugak Sungai Isap nanti.jangan terkejut nanti.hehehe)

8 - menziarah sanak saudara - Yang ini pasti semua tahu dan akan buat.Setahun hanya sekali.Hubungan kekeluargaan perlu dijaga dan sekiranya sebelum ini kita sibuk dengan kerjaya, pada hari raya sajalah kita dapat bertemu sanak saudara yang jarang berjumpe

7 - Rumah terbuka - Yang ini pasti ramai yang buat.Dan kalau tidak buat pun pasti ramai yang akan hadiri.Bila lagi nak makan percuma.hehehe.Lagipun selalunya di rumah terbuka pasti dihidangkan dengan makanan yang sedap-sedap.(tahun ini sempat kot pergi rumah terbuka PM sebab putrajaya dekat je dengan UPM, harap PM dapat bagi duit raya lebih)

6 - Membeli belah. membeli belah bukan sahaja sebelum raya tapi juga selepas raya.Sebagai contoh, saudara mara yang beraya di kampung pasti akan mengambil peluang membeli belah untuk dibawa pulang ke kota nanti dan destinasi tumpuan kalau di Kelantan sudah pasti Rantau Panjang mahupun pengkalan Kubur.(tak sempat nak pergi kedua-dua tempat sebab terlalu ramai orang, orang nak beraya aku sibuk nak beli jersey bola.huhuh)

5 - Air Oren. Air yang senang,disukai ramai dan boleh mendatangkan mudarat.Jangan minum air oren banyak sangat kalau tidak pasti akan berulang alik ke tandas tuan rumah.Jarang sangat aku pergi rumah ada orang hidangkan teh o ais laici ke, bandung ke tebu ke.Mungkin agak melampau la kan kalau hidang mocha, tapi apa salahnya?

4 - Kesesakan lalulintas.Tidak dinafikan lagi.Sebelum,semasa dan selepas raya, kesesakan akan berlaku.Semasa raya kawasan-kawasan kampung akan sesak dengan kenderaan.Jalan utama yang sesak teruk musim perayaan ini di Kelantan tidak lain tidak bukan di Jambatan Sultan Yahya Petra menghubungkan Kota Bharu dan Wakaf Bharu dan juga Jambatan Salor, Kota Bharu dan Pasir Mas.Kadang-kadang kesesakan di Jambatan ini melibatkan berkilometer panjangnya.Perlu banyak kesabaran.Sediakan aricond dan minyak dalam kereta anda..(tukar gas air cond +Rm15 shj)

3 - Menziarahi kubur. Pada musim perayaan ini lah kita perlu menziarah kubur, mengingati yang telah pergi sambil menginsafi diri kita sendiri.Al fatihah..Yang pergi jangan diratapi, yang hidup perlu diteruskan..

2 - Bermaafan dan mencium tangan ibu dan bapa kita.Kita sebagai anak perlu sentiasa patuh dan taat pada ibubapa kita dan kesempatan ini lah kita dapat meluahkan kemaafan kita.kemaafan itu perlu hadir dari hati yang tulus dan suci.

1 - Zakat Fitrah - yang ini memang wajib kepada yang berkemampuan dan perlu dilakukan selewat-lewatnya sebelum sembahyang sunat Aidilfitri.(kepada Nazrin, sila amek perhatian kepada kadar zakat yang disiarkan diatas, itu adalah kadar zakat fitrah yang agak terkini ye : )

Rasanya ada lagi yang dapat dimasukkan dalam senarai diatas tapi disebabkan aku menyenaraikan 10 sahaja maka harap anda semua dapat menerimanya.Mungkin dapat dimasukkan juga kad raya, duit raya dan duit minyak(memandangkan pergi menziarah dengan kenderaan bermotor).Walau apa pun selamat berhari raya dan jaga lah diri masing-masing dalam musim perayaan ini.



Saturday, September 19, 2009

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri


Selamat hari Raya Aidilfitri kepada seluruh rakyat Malaysia.Semoga Hari raya tahun ini membawa pelbagai keberkatan dan kenangan yang indah kepada kita semua.

Esok genaplah sudah sebulan kita berpuasa di bulan ramadhan dan ramadhan akan pergi meninggalkan kita, Syawal pula datang menjelma.Apa erti Hari Raya sebenarnya kepada kita?

Bagi sesetengah orang, mereka menyambut Hari Raya dengan membeli semua kelengkapan diri dan keluarga yang baru.Manakala bagi yang bersifat sederhana, mereka hanya mencari dan membelikan barangan yang amat perlu sahaja. Islam mengajar kita supaya bersederhana dalam kehidupan dan kita tidak perlulah membazir dibulan Syawal ini.Sebagai contoh, jika kita masih ada baju Melayu yang lama dan masih elok dipakai, elok lah kita memakai baju itu sahaja.

Jadi sama-samalah kita menyambut hari lebaran ini dengan penuh keinsafan dan keberkatan daripada Allah SWT.


p/s berhati-hati di jalan raya sepanjang perayaan ini semasa menziarah sanak saudara.Berwaspada semasa makan juadah hari raya, awasi kalori dan lemak.Jangan sampai berat badan naik mendadak selepas Aidilfitri dan rebutlah puasa sunat dalam bulan Syawal ini.

Friday, September 18, 2009

Post haru biru sambil menunggu untuk keluar makan rojak ngan kawan.

aku rasakan inilah kali pertama aku menggunakan tajujk yang panjang gile untuk post blog ini tapi walau apa apa pun selamat menyiapkan diri untuk aidilfitri nanti.

Heh, not again
Ohh, this ain't supposed to happen to me

Keep rockin', and keep knockin'
Whether you Louis Vuitton it up or Reebokin'
You see the hate, that they're servin' on a platter
So what we gon' have, dessert or disaster?

I never thought I'd be in love like this
When I look at you my mind goes on a trip
Then you came in, and knocked me on my face
Feels like in I'm a race
But I already won first place

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did
(As hard as I did, yeah)
You got me thinkin' bout our life our house and kids, yeah
Every mornin' I look at you and smile
'Cause boy you came around and you knocked me down
Knocked me down

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

I never thought I'd, hear myself say, ooh, ya'll gon' head
I think I'm gonna kick it wit my girl today, kick it wit my girl today
I used to be commander and chief
Of my pimp ship flyin' high, flyin' high)
Til I met this pretty little missile that shot me out the sky
(Oh shot me out the sky)

Hey, now I'm crashing, don't know how it happened
But I know it feels so damn good
Said if I could back, and make it happen faster
Don't you know I would baby if I could
Miss Independent, ohh, to the fullest, the load never too much
She helpin' me pull it
She shot the bullet that ended that life
I swear to you the pimp in me just died tonight
Girl sometimes love

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Tell me now can you make it past your Caspers
So we can finally fly off into NASA
You was always the cheerleader of my dreams that
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin'

We, were never meant to be baby we just happen
So please, don't mess up the trick, hey young world I'm the new slick rick
They say I move too quick, but we can't let the moment pass us
Let the hourglass pass right into ashes

Let the wind blow the ash right before my glasses
So I wrote this love letter right before my classes
How could a goddess ask, someone that's only average
For advice, OMG, you listen to that bitch?
Whoa, it's me, baby this is tragic
'Cause we had it, we was magic

I was flyin', now I'm crashin'
This is bad, real bad, Michael Jackson
Now I'm mad, real mad, Joe Jackson
You should leave your boyfriend now, I'mma ask him

Say you gotta put the good with the bad, happy and the sad
So will u bring a better future than I had in the past
Oh Cause, I don't wanna make the same mistakes I did
I don't wanna fall back on my face again
Whoa, whoa, I'll admit it, I was scared to answer love's call
Whoa, whoa, and if it hits better make it worth the fall
(When it comes around)

Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)
Sometimes love comes around
(Love comes around)
And it knocks you down
Just get back up
When it knocks you down
(Knocks you down)

Won't see it coming when it happens, hey
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down

Won't see it coming when it happens
But when it happens you're gonna feel it, let me tell you now
You see when love knocks you down
Yeah

download this song here...

happy at home

Finally at home.what a road trip that was last night but eventually thank God we all arrived peacefully at home.Now, preparations for Aidilfitri can be seen everywhere.

i'm glad these past hour, just got back from downtown KB and what can i say for the new look for my beloved hometown.Downtown KB has transformed.New road, new building and hopefully Kota Bharu will be better than ever.I'm also excited as the latest one piece manga just come up and what a climax this comic offers.Come on Luffy!



So right now everybody been busy buying new clothes and tidy up house for the Hari Raya and i would like to take this chance to wish Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all my blog followers and readers.Maaf Zahir dan Batin kepada semua.

p/s.. what a nice song by BEP..have a look.

Song lyrics | Meet Me Halfway lyrics

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Janji


Berjanji akan memandu dengan berhemah
Berjanji akan memandu ikut kelajuan ditetapkan
Berjanji akan berhenti jika mengantuk
berjanji akan selamat sampai di rumah
Berjanji tidak akan beraya kuat sangat di rumah nanti

janji sebelum pulang dan kemungkinan besar akan balik malam ini.Duit tak masuk-masuk lagi, kereta dah servis tapi duit minyak semakin habis.Pening kepala.baju raya belum dibeli.Harap masuk la.

Friday, September 11, 2009

Raya Sale

it's been a while and sorry for not commenting to all of you guys blog.


this one for roy - have no idea why he support this club.


New inter jersey to buy this raya..hahaha..other people rush to buy Raya clothes but me, well, what can i do, it's cheap and i have no idea what to wear during raya besides Baju Melayu.But, i'm not going to wear jersey all Raya holiday.hehehe.

Well, my friends ask a favor to buy Man Utd jersey.well, there they are, 3 jerseys to grab.Hopefully i won't need to go Rantau Panjang to buy all those.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

Why The Milan Derby Is So Special--football at last

First and utmost, sorry girls, this one for the football fan.

Last weekend, Inter thrashing AC Milan by 4 goals and Mourinho men had did it again in the Derby like none other in the world of football.Although people talk about the rivalry between Barcelona and Real Madrid (Two powerhorse not only in Spain but Europe with all the galacticos), Manchester United and Liverpool (2 most successful English clubs and have millions of fan around the world), River Plate and Boca Juniors ( the teams that define the world of Argentina), none of this derby can compare with Derby of Italia.Perhaps the derby of Rome between Roma and Lazio define the meaning of derby by sharing the same stadium but the intensity between them are not like the teams from Milan.First of all the success that these two clubs had achieve all these years.

So why does the Milanese Derby is so special?

Christ is on the cross when Moratti passes by. "Help me, help me," screams Christ. "Please pull out the nails from my hands." Moratti pulls one nail out and then Christ thanks him. "Please, the other one, the other one." Moratti obliges. Immediately, Christ claps his hands together and laughs. "Non vincete mai," he sings with joy. "You lot never win".

The above somewhat loosely translated joke illustrates how low Inter have had to stoop between 1989 and 2006 when they failed to win the Scudetto even once. The Nerazzurri did triumph in the UEFA Cup thrice during this period but without winning the European Cup or Serie A they had lost their sheen and had become a joke among the anti-Interistas. And among the Milanistas.

Since 2006, though, things have changed somewhat. Now Inter cannot stop winning and Milan cannot stop not winning. Three successive Scudetti (on the pitch) have made Inter the undisputed force in Serie A and although they have consistently failed in Europe, at least they are dominating Italy these days. As for Milan, even a Champions League conquest in 2007 cannot eclipse the mess they are in.

When on Saturday evening Milan 'host' Inter at the San Siro, the often misused area-name for the stadium the duo has shared since the 1940s, with the former having the opportunity to go five points clear of the latter in the table, the aforementioned point would come into play. So would several other factors, one of which is the history and rivalry between the two clubs.

Milan Cricket and Football Club was established in December 1899 by English immigrants. Initially it had a football section and a cricket section and the football department grew popular and successful very soon. But in 1908 there was a dispute regarding the signing of foreign players and FC Internazionale Milano was established, a club that would openly welcome foreign players. Perhaps this (partly) explains why Inter often have no Italians in their starting XI.

The rivalry that gained birth then has magnified over the years. Unlike some other derbies or rivalries in Italy and in Europe, the Milanese derby is a rivalry 'of equals': both Milan and Inter are powerhouses of Italy. Even during Inter's dark days of the 1990s and early 2000s, there has never really been a doubt on the balance of the Derby della Madonnina, so called because of the golden statue on the spire of the Milan Cathedral.

Inter And Milan Fans On A Derby Day

Which is perhaps why the Milanese clubs have always had something of an 'evenness' about themselves. Both Milan and Inter have won the Scudetto 17 times and the Coppa Italia five times, although Inter would take more than two decades at least to match Milan's European Cup record.

And this 'evenness' stretches to the supporters as well. It's generally believed that in the initial stages Inter supporters came from the bourgeois class - the more well-to-do people in the city of Milan - while Milan fans descended from a working class background. In recent times, however, such distinctions, if ever present, have been blurred as now there is little social or economic differences between the two sets of supporters. Politically too, both sets have right-wing and left-wing followers.

The clubs cannot be differentiated on the basis of their ownership either. For decades the Moratti family has controlled Inter whereas since the 1980s Milan have come to be identified with the colourful and politically shrewd Silvio Berlusconi. These days Massimo Moratti, son of the famous Angelo Moratti, looks after the Nerazzurri while Berlusconi and his aide Adriano Galliani take care of the Rossoneri.

No, all this is not to suggest that Inter and Milan resemble one another completely. And they really don't.

Inter's former legendary coach Helenio Herrera was a Catenaccio God and Inter do not boast the playing of pretty football but rather the old stereotyped hardliner game that Italy is famous for. Milan, on the other hand, pride themselves on glorious, attacking football, Berlusconi himself instructing his coaches to play the beautiful game beautifully.

Inter's most productive period was in the 1960s when they won the European Cup two years in succession and the Scudetto thrice in four years while Milan's best period was in the 1950s and 1990s.

Eventually Moratti's Investment Is Paying Off

The Milan derby has the reputation of being friendly with even reports of members of the same family supporting opposing sides, although both clubs have had their respective 'ultra' groups since the late 1960s. Of course, this 'friendly' notion was shattered during the second leg of the 2004-05 Champions League quarter-final when Inter supporters decided to rocket bottles and coins onto the pitch and also hit Milan custodian Dida with a flare, but the point that the rivalry between Inter and Milan is not intrinsically volatile with a shade of dark antagonism is not lost. Actually, Inter and Milan fans hate Juventus more than they hate each other.

Which perhaps explains the player movements between the two clubs. Roberto Baggio, Fulvio Collovati, Ronaldo, Clarence Seedorf, Giuseppe Meazza are just a handful of those who were brave enough (or perhaps too stupid) to play for both Inter and Milan but often with contrasting results.

It would perhaps be an exercise in futility to encompass the essence of the Derby della Madonnina within the restricted boundaries of words. After all, it is one of the biggest and most passionate derbies in the world and as they say, you have never lived until you have gone to a Milan derby at the San Siro.

p/s.. I miss last weekend derby but I made up by watching the replay match and I tell you it was satisfied. Hopefully inter will retain the serie A title and conquer Europe this year.

Friday, September 4, 2009

Presenting....the world best speaker (who am i kidding with?hahahah)

From a research, we can found that most people feared talking in front of others the most. Why this happen?well, nobody knows and maybe It’s just pure normal and human nature to be afraid when talking to others, obviously people they don’t know. I’m afraid talking in public. Yes, I had to admit. i still nervous and although I had gone to many presentation before but still my hand would be shaking like hell and my words would be trembled. I think it’s normal to be nervous on this. Everyone should be like that. I may not be the best speaker around and my friends are all better than me in public speaking but one thing I learned from all those experience in public speaking, we have to be confidence in ourselves and committed to the preparations. Whether the presentation in Malay or English, I still afraid that I would end up choking in front. But one of my superstitious is listening to Eminem “Lose Yourselves”. It helps me.yeaH. True story. Maybe others have their own but that’s how I build my self-belief an hour or minutes before the actual presentations.

Because I came from Kelate (which I am proud of it) when I deliver the speech in Malay, I can’t escape to deliver the speech in my own dialect and some people said kelate dialect sound funny especially in English. But what the hell, I can’t escape it so I just go on with it right? You want to laugh, you can laugh. It’s a free country. But remember, don’t think because my accent sound funny you’re better than me.No and hell no. I’m still better and maybe one of the best (if we are talking about Inter Milan).i know what my capabilities are and no one, I do mean no one can deny and take that away from me. I am ego and I am selfish but that’s the truth so I have to live on with it.

What am I bubbling about? I don’t know. I’m just getting bored of not having internet every day. Maybe someday this will be over. Maybe someday I can get internet every seconds and I will be waiting for that day.

I eat selfishness for breakfast. I have a lunch with untruthful. My dinner was the best meal made of hypocrisy. Well, welcome to my world!

p/s..i really need to write something about football after this. I think I really do. My inter is flying high after won the derby in stylish way.Forza Inter.Got to buy the new Inter kit this raya.

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